"My Cold CEO Can Feel Everything I Do to His Pen" Chapter 10 — My Boyfriend Is Still My Worst Boss
Jamie’s first official date with Alexander began with a reservation at a restaurant where the water probably had a résumé.
Alexander arrived in a dark coat and looked almost nervous.
“You’re early,” Jamie said.
“So are you.”
“I wanted time to inspect the exits in case you brought quarterly reports.”
“I left them in the car.”
Jamie stopped. Alexander smiled.
“You’re joking.”
“I’m learning.”
Dinner was surprisingly easy. They talked about bad childhood haircuts, favorite movies, and why Alexander refused to own a television in his bedroom.
Jamie learned that Alexander cooked pasta when stressed and kept a battered paperback from college in his desk drawer.
Alexander learned that Jamie called his mother every Sunday and had once wanted to become a cartoonist.
“Why didn’t you?” Alexander asked.
“Rent,” Jamie said. “The traditional villain.”
Alexander didn’t offer money or a solution. He simply asked to see Jamie’s drawings someday.
That mattered more than Jamie expected.
On Monday, however, Alexander returned to the office as if romance were an unauthorized software update.
“Page fourteen is inconsistent with the client brief,” he said during a review.
Jamie stared. “Good morning to you too.”
“This is the third revision.”
“And your third opportunity to appreciate my resilience.”
“Fix it by noon.”
Jamie left muttering about dating a human deadline.
Oliver found him glaring at a spreadsheet. “Trouble in paradise?”
“My boyfriend just gave me homework.”
“Your boyfriend is your boss. That sounds complicated.”
“It’s like dating a thunderstorm with excellent cheekbones.”
Oliver leaned closer. “You two actually talked about company policy, right?”
“Yes. He asked legal to transfer my performance reviews to another director. He also said I can request reassignment without explaining why.”
“Good. And?”
“And he still thinks the font size is a moral issue.”
Jamie completed the revision and sent it before lunch. Alexander replied with a single word: Approved.
Jamie wrote back: I’ll frame this historic achievement.
Alexander: Please don’t use company resources.
Jamie laughed aloud in the middle of the open office.
That evening Alexander invited him over. His apartment was enormous, elegant, and suspiciously free of clutter.
Jamie inspected a shelf. “Where are all your embarrassing possessions?”
“I have none.”
“House slippers, Alexander. I know your secrets.”
Alexander disappeared into the kitchen and returned with two plates of pasta.
Jamie tasted it, then looked offended. “This is actually good.”
“You sound disappointed.”
“I wanted one skill you were bad at.”
“I’m terrible at relaxing.”
“Finally. Something I can teach.”
After dinner, Jamie showed Alexander a folder of old sketches on his phone. There were cartoons of office workers, sarcastic superheroes, and one suspiciously familiar CEO drawn as an iceberg.
Alexander studied the picture. “Is that supposed to be me?”
“Art is open to interpretation.”
“The iceberg is holding a termination letter.”
“Subtle symbolism.”
Alexander laughed, then asked whether Jamie would consider drawing again.
Jamie shrugged. “Maybe when work slows down.”
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“Work rarely slows down. You have to decide what deserves your time.”
Jamie looked at him. “Did you just give me healthy advice?”
“Don’t tell anyone.”
They sat together on the couch. The pen remained sealed in its case on a high shelf, out of reach and out of mind.
Jamie rested his head against Alexander’s shoulder. It felt different from the electricity of their first kiss. Quieter. Better.
“I don’t want special treatment,” Jamie said.
“I know.”
“And I don’t want to become a secret you’re ashamed of.”
Alexander turned toward him. “You’re not.”
“Then what are we doing?”
“Taking time to make sure our choices are ours. I’m prepared to disclose the relationship through the proper channels.”
Jamie considered that. “We should probably wait until the reporting change is complete.”
“Agreed.”
“Look at us. Two responsible adults.”
“One of us more than the other.”
Jamie threw a cushion at him.
The next morning, Alexander brought breakfast to Jamie’s desk before the office filled. He set down a bag containing the exact pastry Jamie liked.
“Is this bribery again?” Jamie whispered.
“Breakfast.”
“Very suspicious breakfast.”
Alexander’s gaze softened. “Eat before your meeting.”
Jamie watched him walk away and wondered how a man could be so frustrating and so considerate in the same twenty-four hours.
At noon, Margaret informed Alexander that the reassignment paperwork had reached legal. He thanked her, relieved.
Across the building, Richard Vale opened an email from the technician. The photograph was clear enough to identify both men.
Jamie discovered that being Alexander’s boyfriend required learning two entirely different versions of the same man. At the office, Alexander could dismantle a proposal with three questions. At home, he asked whether Jamie wanted the last piece of garlic bread.
The contrast was ridiculous. Jamie complained about it to Oliver while waiting for the subway.
“Maybe he’s trying not to favor you,” Oliver said.
“He could try being slightly less terrifying to everyone.”
“That sounds like a separate conversation.”
Jamie considered it. Oliver was right, which continued to be an irritating habit.
The following evening, Jamie raised the issue while Alexander washed dishes.
“You know your staff are scared of you, right?”
“They respect standards.”
“Some respect them. Some are afraid of making a mistake because you act like mistakes are moral failures.”
Alexander turned off the water. “Do you feel that way?”
“Sometimes. Especially when you criticize me in front of people.”
Alexander took a moment before answering. “I didn’t realize it felt personal.”
“It feels personal when it happens to a person.”
“That is difficult to argue with.”
Jamie grinned. “I should charge consulting fees.”
Alexander dried his hands. “I can change how I deliver criticism. I won’t lower the quality requirements.”
“I’m not asking you to.”
They tested the idea the next morning. Alexander began the review by identifying what the team had done well, then explained the revisions without singling anyone out for humiliation.
The room remained tense, but the discussion was productive. Afterward, a junior analyst approached Jamie.
“Did someone replace Mr. Sterling with a reasonable clone?” she whispered.
“Don’t say that too loudly,” Jamie replied. “The original might hear.”
Jamie realized the relationship was changing them both in ways the pen never could. Alexander was learning that authority did not require cruelty. Jamie was learning that criticism did not always mean rejection.
It was not perfect. On Thursday they argued about a client deadline, and Jamie stormed out of the office muttering about dictatorship. Ten minutes later, he returned with revised figures and an apology for interrupting.
Alexander apologized for his tone. Neither man enjoyed it. Both seemed oddly proud afterward.
That night, Alexander sent a message: I have a difficult question.
Jamie: If it’s about page fourteen, I’m blocking you.
Alexander: Would you like to leave a toothbrush here?
Jamie stared at the screen, smiling so widely that Oliver demanded to know what had happened.
Jamie typed: Only if you promise not to review my brushing technique.
Alexander: No promises.
Jamie bought a toothbrush the next morning.
Richard studied it, then opened a folder labeled PROJECT HARBOR.
The campaign contract inside carried several unauthorized amendments. Jamie’s name appeared on the review team.
Richard smiled without warmth.
A relationship scandal would be useful. A financial scandal would be better.
He forwarded the image to an anonymous account and began drafting a message addressed to Jamie Parker.
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