"He Asked Me To Kill Him" Chapter 32 What Hunger Looks Like
Lucien knew she was gone before he opened his eyes.
Not because of sound.
Because the room felt wrong.
Empty in a way that settled immediately beneath his ribs.
The fire had burned low sometime before dawn. Pale winter light spilled softly across the chamber floor while snow drifted beyond the windows overlooking Vienna rooftops.
And Seraphina’s side of the room sat untouched.
No weapons beside the bed.
No boots abandoned near the chair.
No sharp irritated commentary waiting the second he spoke.
Lucien remained motionless for several seconds staring at the empty space anyway.
Then his gaze landed on the coat folded carefully beside the fireplace.
That nearly made things worse.
Because Seraphina only folded things when emotionally overwhelmed.
The realization arrived with immediate clarity:
She panicked.
Not from the kiss.
From wanting it.
Lucien leaned back slowly against the headboard and closed his eyes briefly.
Six centuries alive.
Countless wars survived.
Empires collapsed.
And somehow nothing had prepared him for the emotional devastation of a hunter quietly folding his coat before running away.
The chamber door burst open hard enough to rattle the shelves.
Cassian stopped abruptly upon seeing Lucien awake.
“Oh good,” he said carefully. “You look terrifying already.”
Lucien stood immediately.
“Where is she?”
“Excellent question.” Cassian held up both hands quickly. “Before you start emotionally haunting the building, I’ve already sent people tracking sanctuary exits.”
Lucien crossed toward the weapons table.
Too calm now.
Cassian noticed immediately.
Ah.
There it was.
Real fear.
“Lucien,” he said more seriously, “she probably just needed space.”
Lucien holstered silver blades beneath his coat with sharp efficient movements.
“She left before sunrise.”
“Yes.”
“She’s injured.”
“Yes.”
“She’s alone.”
Cassian exhaled slowly.
“Right. There’s the problem.”
Because Lucien wasn’t angry.
That would’ve been manageable.
He was afraid.
And fear made ancient predators catastrophic.
—
Three hours later, Seraphina seriously considered admitting that fleeing emotionally complicated vampires into a snow-covered city alone might not qualify as strategic thinking.
Vienna’s industrial district stretched gray and frozen beneath low winter skies while old train tracks cut through abandoned warehouse blocks near the river.
She kept moving anyway.
Partly because stopping meant thinking.
And thinking kept replaying the kiss in dangerous detail.
The way Lucien froze for one startled heartbeat before touching her like something precious.
The quiet confession afterward.
You have no idea how long I’ve wanted to do that.
God.
Her pulse still reacted every time she remembered it.
Which remained professionally humiliating.
Seraphina adjusted the strap of the weapons bag higher against her shoulder while moving through another narrow alley between abandoned buildings.
The city felt different now.
Sharper.
More dangerous.
Every Blackthorn insignia she passed twisted something ugly inside her chest.
Every church bell reminded her of underground archive photographs and restrained children beneath cathedral light.
There was no going back.
That realization finally settled fully sometime near noon.
No matter what happened with Lucien—
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Blackthorn would never feel like home again.
Movement flickered suddenly across the rooftop above her.
Hunter instincts activated instantly.
Seraphina spun sideways just as a silver bolt slammed into the brick wall where her head had been.
Ambush.
Three figures dropped from the rooftops almost immediately afterward.
Black tactical coats.
Church execution unit.
Not standard hunters.
Worse.
Seraphina’s stomach dropped.
Because execution units only deployed under one condition:
eradication orders.
The lead operative removed his hood slowly.
Seraphina recognized him.
Jonas Richter.
Former Blackthorn field captain.
A man famous for surviving three vampire massacres and one assassination attempt by setting an entire monastery on fire.
Wonderful.
His gaze landed on her without hesitation.
“Commander Van Helsing.”
The title sounded wrong now.
Like someone speaking to a ghost.
Seraphina lowered one hand slowly toward the silver knife hidden beneath her coat.
“You brought an execution team for one injured hunter?”
Jonas’s expression remained unreadable.
“Father Aldric sends his regrets.”
Cold settled immediately beneath her ribs.
Not retrieval then.
Elimination.
One of the other operatives raised a rifle slightly.
“She’s armed.”
“No shit,” Seraphina muttered.
Jonas took one slow step forward.
“You’ve compromised Church operations.”
“There are children in your laboratories.”
The words cracked through the alley sharply.
Not accusation anymore.
Fact.
Something flickered briefly across Jonas’s face.
Not guilt.
Recognition.
Which terrified her more.
“Orders changed,” he said quietly.
Seraphina stared at him.
“You know it’s real.”
Silence answered first.
Then:
“I know Aldric believes sacrifice preserves humanity.”
The sentence hit like a punch directly to the lungs.
Because Jonas sounded sincere.
Not manipulated.
Not brainwashed.
Certain.
God.
This was what fanaticism looked like when stripped clean of ceremony.
One of the operatives shifted nervously behind him.
“We should finish this.”
Jonas’s gaze never left Seraphina.
“Last chance. Return voluntarily.”
Seraphina laughed once.
Sharp.
Exhausted.
“You sent an execution squad.”
“We sent mercy.”
The alley fell silent afterward except for distant train noise echoing somewhere beyond the warehouses.
Then Seraphina noticed something else.
No civilians nearby.
No witnesses.
Planned carefully.
Aldric wasn’t escalating quietly anymore.
He was preparing for war.
Jonas raised his weapon slowly.
“Don’t make this painful.”
The first shot came from the rooftop.
Not hers.
A silver round tore directly through the operative beside Jonas before anyone reacted.
Blood exploded across snow-covered concrete.
All three hunters spun instantly.
Too late.
Lucien landed from the rooftop hard enough to crack pavement beneath him.
The atmosphere in the alley changed violently.
Not louder.
Predatory.
Seraphina had seen Lucien angry before.
This looked different.
Terrified.
His gaze found her immediately.
Checked for injuries.
Confirmed breathing.
Only then did he look toward the execution squad.
And God—
Seraphina watched trained hunters visibly step backward from one expression.
Jonas recovered first.
“Valerius.”
Lucien’s voice arrived calm enough to make the air feel colder.
“You pointed silver at her.”
One operative fired immediately.
Lucien crossed the distance before the second shot.
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Fast enough that Seraphina barely tracked movement.
The operative hit the wall hard enough to crater brick.
Bones broke loudly.
Another hunter lunged with a sanctified blade.
Lucien caught his wrist one-handed.
The silver burned visibly against Lucien’s skin.
He didn’t let go.
The hunter screamed first.
Seraphina moved automatically after that.
Training taking over.
Jonas fired toward Lucien’s blind side—
and Seraphina intercepted him hard enough both crashed sideways into the snow.
Knife.
Gunfire.
Elbows.
Years of Blackthorn combat training exploded back through muscle memory.
Jonas slammed her against the concrete wall hard enough to split skin across her mouth.
“You picked the monster,” he snarled.
Seraphina saw the next strike coming.
Saw it clearly.
And for the first time in her life—
she didn’t stop herself from going too far.
The knife drove upward beneath Jonas’s ribs.
Deep.
Human deep.
His expression changed instantly.
Shock replacing certainty.
Warm blood spilled across her hands while his body staggered backward.
Seraphina froze.
Because hunters killed monsters.
Not people.
Jonas collapsed hard against the alley pavement.
Not moving.
The world narrowed sharply around the edges.
Lucien appeared beside her almost instantly.
“Seraphina.”
She stared at the blood covering her hands.
Human blood.
Not vampire.
Not feral.
Human.
One surviving operative fled down the alley immediately after seeing Jonas fall.
Lucien moved to pursue.
Seraphina grabbed his wrist hard enough to stop him.
“Don’t.”
Lucien looked back toward her.
And whatever he saw in her face made him stop instantly.
The alley settled into terrible silence afterward.
Snow drifted softly over bloodstained concrete while distant church bells echoed through the frozen city.
Seraphina looked down at Jonas’s body again.
Then at her own shaking hands.
And quietly—
with horror finally catching up fully—
she realized she no longer knew whether Blackthorn would consider her corrupted…
or whether she already was.
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